Wednesday, July 30, 2008
Why The Hell? Dear Diary,
Currently Listening To: nothing
Current Mood: fed-up I did not go to school. MC for 2 days, Tuesday and Wednesday. So Thursday, I'm going to school plus adventure ropes. Oh! Gotta pack more just in case! Any one you who would not hear my random rantings on today's post, please skip the following paragraphs. My day was like a pattern; Eat, Consume Medications, Sleep. And goes on, and on and on... Nothing much. Mostly I'm on medication and it makes me drowsy and no mood. I got 2 medicines prescribed to me that can cause drowsiness. Imagine, one medicine is enough to make you sleep. Haha Then, we had dinner at Lot 1, the usual Food Culture. Ok! I was NOT IN THE MOOD for anything. No shopping, eat-out or what. Seriously. I just ate my usual grilled chicken chop with mushroom soup like a zombie. The turn-off - the yolk was cooked! What? I like yolks half cooked. And it is fully cooked. Wah sey! Off to search for clothes. Body Shop having clearance sale! Ohhh! I want to buy some. Gosh. Money. At Watson's, there were no VS fragrances available. Sad, can't buy as I'm running out of Love Spell fragrance! *sob sob* Then to the BHG, ok lah. Undergarments. They don't have my size. If have also, expensive ones. None are on offers. So I just ended up with a gray sleeveless top with lace trimmings and black ankle socks. The guy who served me at Giordano is cute! And his name is Taufiq. He's fair, unlike my toothpick cousin, so tanned. Anyway, he tried his best to match some tops for me for this Friday's party. Haha Money gone again. Left $30 plus. =============================================== Ok! I've guess that. I need more money for my needs. Clothes, shoes, pants and stuff. It seems that the wear-and-tear part is taking the effect on my clothes now. Feeling like I have less clothes to wear. Yes, I should be thankful that I have clothes to wear and not going bare naked on streets. Just that, I need to make some changes in my life. I'm already in my late teens and I should be behaving properly. As in more like a young lady. Just that, I'm not financially independent. It's time I have to support myself. Cannot depend on parents anymore. Grrr! Everything here in Singapore so expensive. Food, essential needs and transport. Whoa... With high standard of living here, I don't think we could handle it well in future. Money does not increase greatly within overnight. In future, I think Singapore would be like Japan or Hong Kong. Working non-stop for financial stability. Final Say: I need money. If my monthly allowance is not enough, I have to look for a job. To make changes in life, I have to have money on hand for financial stability. To cope with the high standard of living and in case of emergency. *PeAcE oUt* \m/ Labels: money, random shit With Love, Lady Ratna |