Friday, March 21, 2008
To find the right path Dear Diary,
Currently Listening To: nothing
Current Mood: Sad A reunion with my CCA friends on last Saturday was crazy. I missed most of them so much... Our bonds from last year's production made us feel like we all are one big family. It was the bomb. However, behind those laughters, each of us are facing obstacles currently. And by laughter, it actually put aside our problems and just to have fun, enjoy the moment while the time permits. My dear friend, it seems that you are becoming a heavy smoker. I know that you are stressed out and wanted to take a puff to relief it. Then, you go for a second stick within 5 mins. After that, you going for your 3rd stick! I'm very dissappointed of you, seriously. It's NOT like you. You are going away from your usual 2 sticks per day basis. Lucky, I stopped you. I can't let you smoke more than 2 sticks just because you are stressed. It's bad for you and I don't want to lose a friend. Take it in a healthier approach. Insya-allah you will be fine. My dear friend, I know how you are feeling right now. You feel guilty about yourself. But set your priorities man. I don't want to see her suffer because of your actions. I know you situation but if you share it with her, maybe she can help and support you all the way. If can, don't go back to the past, think of your future and her. I'll support you if you need me. My dear friend, you are facing the same problem as me. I know it's painful to think about him 'cause I did that too to him. Both of us are not at fault. It's external interference and we can't do more about it. We have to be strong to face these challenges. Every obstacles we face, there are bound to be reasons behind it. This might be good or bad, depending on how you take it. Don't worry, time will tell. I hope all of us have more to look forward for in the future. *PeAcE oUt* \m/ With Love, Lady Ratna |