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Tuesday, October 30, 2007
Dear Diary,
Currently Listening To: Nemo; Nightwish; Once
Current Mood: no comment
Okay! My 'excuse' for the long absence was that I have a lot of things to do.
First and foremost is my drama production. It is on the 9 Nov and 10 Nov. Have to improve on my scene 'cause I have to imagine on how my character by breaking it down to the "5 Wives and 1 Husband" rule. For those who remembered this in English, I applaud you. I have yet to be seated in the 'Hot Seat'. Missed it last Friday as I have an important interview going on at the same time.
More stress and pressure from both internally and externally. Hope all this pressure is worth the time and effort I've put into Drama.
Secondly, obviously (duh!), school. New modules and content to absorb. This term is more focused on networking technology. So boo to me as I only got Visual Basic Programming (VBP) as my Multimedia thing for this term. I'm looking forward for more happenings in Year 2. Multimedia track babe!
Then also, I recently found out that I like Computing Mathematics & Programming (CMP) . Yes! It's maths related module but more easier than the E-Maths I took during my secondary school years. Hahaha
Something that I learnt today;
Exponential Form = Standard Form (IT'S THE SAME!)
Wth
Thirdly, outside shooting production still yet to be finished. This Wednesday and Thursday are the shooting day. To be confirmed regarding on time and venue. Remember Luqman! The Louis Vuitton bag ya? I need it!!!
Wait! Announcement!
I got through the interview and am selected for the "My First Break" fully-sponsored trip to Vietnam! *Runs hysterically around the room* Hahaha I got the news last Saturday while walking towards 7-11 East Coast Park. Boy! Can't believe that I got through it... Fuuuh! A week in Ho Chi Minh City, Vietnam, could anything get better than this? Hehe I'll be leaving for Vietnam on 15th December 2007. But before that, I wanna go to MCR concert on 11th Dec, four days before my trip. LOVE MCR TO DEATH! :P
Lastly. In everyone's life, there are bound to be an emotional roller coaster once in a while. I'm facing it now. All I can say is that I'm trying my best to be focused on the things I'm having right now. If God willing, I can be a stronger lady in near future if it happens to me again.
A treat from me. I made a banner for myself. Just a mini collage of me taken in campus. Mostly during lesson and lecture times. (Sometimes lessons can be boring too, agree?) Hehe
One last thing. This song Apology by Alesana reminded me of certain points in my life. Pictures of the last Saturday's Drama Pre-Production outing can be found here
http://s20.photobucket.com/albums/b246/ladyblackmetal/CeMTA%20Drama/Pre%20Production%20outing%20at%20East%20Coast%20Park/
"Apology"
Sweat drips in my eyes
screams of lust we cry
tonight you are everything
you're everything...
you're everything to me no more
as I wake from this perfect dream
I'll escape from Eden's walls
can I not stay and live this lie?
go away and I'll think only of myself
And to think that you would not be scared
or surprised if I'd severed all these ties
this is the end...
I'll lose myself in anguish for tonight
help me get over you
I feel so numb to see this bitter end of beautiful illusions...
would this be the same?
broken pieces will not mend to save our past now...go away...
I'll lose myself in anguish for tonight
help me get over you
one last false apology
help me get over you
Now we must let go
urgency overwhelms me as I must restrain my flood of tears
I refuse to be slave to your false beauty again
I'll lose myself in anguish for tonight
help me get over you
one last false apology
help me get over you
In my mind blood drips from your eyes
a beautiful last goodbye
*PeAcE oUt* \m/
Current Mood: no comment
Okay! My 'excuse' for the long absence was that I have a lot of things to do.
First and foremost is my drama production. It is on the 9 Nov and 10 Nov. Have to improve on my scene 'cause I have to imagine on how my character by breaking it down to the "5 Wives and 1 Husband" rule. For those who remembered this in English, I applaud you. I have yet to be seated in the 'Hot Seat'. Missed it last Friday as I have an important interview going on at the same time.
More stress and pressure from both internally and externally. Hope all this pressure is worth the time and effort I've put into Drama.
Secondly, obviously (duh!), school. New modules and content to absorb. This term is more focused on networking technology. So boo to me as I only got Visual Basic Programming (VBP) as my Multimedia thing for this term. I'm looking forward for more happenings in Year 2. Multimedia track babe!
Then also, I recently found out that I like Computing Mathematics & Programming (CMP) . Yes! It's maths related module but more easier than the E-Maths I took during my secondary school years. Hahaha
Something that I learnt today;
Exponential Form = Standard Form (IT'S THE SAME!)
Wth
Thirdly, outside shooting production still yet to be finished. This Wednesday and Thursday are the shooting day. To be confirmed regarding on time and venue. Remember Luqman! The Louis Vuitton bag ya? I need it!!!
Wait! Announcement!
I got through the interview and am selected for the "My First Break" fully-sponsored trip to Vietnam! *Runs hysterically around the room* Hahaha I got the news last Saturday while walking towards 7-11 East Coast Park. Boy! Can't believe that I got through it... Fuuuh! A week in Ho Chi Minh City, Vietnam, could anything get better than this? Hehe I'll be leaving for Vietnam on 15th December 2007. But before that, I wanna go to MCR concert on 11th Dec, four days before my trip. LOVE MCR TO DEATH! :P
Lastly. In everyone's life, there are bound to be an emotional roller coaster once in a while. I'm facing it now. All I can say is that I'm trying my best to be focused on the things I'm having right now. If God willing, I can be a stronger lady in near future if it happens to me again.
A treat from me. I made a banner for myself. Just a mini collage of me taken in campus. Mostly during lesson and lecture times. (Sometimes lessons can be boring too, agree?) Hehe
One last thing. This song Apology by Alesana reminded me of certain points in my life. Pictures of the last Saturday's Drama Pre-Production outing can be found here
http://s20.photobucket.com/albums/b246/ladyblackmetal/CeMTA%20Drama/Pre%20Production%20outing%20at%20East%20Coast%20Park/
"Apology"
Sweat drips in my eyes
screams of lust we cry
tonight you are everything
you're everything...
you're everything to me no more
as I wake from this perfect dream
I'll escape from Eden's walls
can I not stay and live this lie?
go away and I'll think only of myself
And to think that you would not be scared
or surprised if I'd severed all these ties
this is the end...
I'll lose myself in anguish for tonight
help me get over you
I feel so numb to see this bitter end of beautiful illusions...
would this be the same?
broken pieces will not mend to save our past now...go away...
I'll lose myself in anguish for tonight
help me get over you
one last false apology
help me get over you
Now we must let go
urgency overwhelms me as I must restrain my flood of tears
I refuse to be slave to your false beauty again
I'll lose myself in anguish for tonight
help me get over you
one last false apology
help me get over you
In my mind blood drips from your eyes
a beautiful last goodbye
*PeAcE oUt* \m/
With Love,
Lady Ratna
